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Of all the nights to leave my sleeping pills in the car. I am exhausted tho not necessarily tired. I am jittering to myself a la 4 am pre-breakdown last year. It is good it is not midnight, but this familiar feeling is no good.

Though I tend to sleep better, I hate going to bed alone.

I am stressed out beyond belief and it is only the second week of school. I am all over the place constantly and consistently. I need to get used to this, fast.

We have no screens in our windows so moths will fling themselves at the monitors like tiny buggy suicide bombers.