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2004-09-29
Today was one of those days where you end up at the end slight sweaty and somewhat insightful.I am not so much graced with insight as feeling increasingly complacent. It started when I became too tired to argue politics with others around me. Now I am just too tired to argue with myself.
The doctor who gives me medicine tells me to find someone similar down here because my fluctuations need to be checked up on.
I hate the phrase "support system." I hate being asked "are you safe."
I have earned all these badges of misplaced honor through diligence and general dedication to the duty of pushing away others around me while making them increasingly concerned.
I am thinking of leaving this diary for something with more anonymity. I want to save all my entries, though. They are stupid, but they are my stupid.