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Sometimes when I wake up, the sun is is coming in the window the right way and the air smells right and the wind blows correctly it feels like I am waking up at Eileen's house in Stone Harbor. It feels almost exactly like it.

Then I remember where I am for real and become very disappointed.

Occasionally my right eye becomes somewhat swollen and very sore like someone punched me. I have all the fun of domestic abuse without any of the pity.